triggered.

I can't say that I can identify the emotion. But I feel like something is missing. I feel like a negative event happened and I cannot shake the feeling that it will happen again or that it's not been cured-- for lack of a nonlegal term. I don't know how it can be cured. I know that I've pulled away. I know that abandonment is not an easy thing to deal with. I know that the whole context of the fight has nothing to do with me. But I can't shake it. I can't shake feeling this way. Something that was said on Saturday triggered something deeply sad inside me.